last night i prayed, harder than i ever have. i asked for forgiveness and strength, and i woke up today happy. i actually slept last night, even being extremely sick. but today i look forward to everything good that can happen, and prepare myself for the worst. I’m not happy like I used to be. but I’m different now. and i don’t know what the day will bring, but i hope it’ll be alright in the end. I’m usually wrong, and right now, I wanna be wrong. But i guess whatever happens, is for the best. <3
times square can’t shine as bright as you .
please don’t leave me :’(
Growing up i was never scared of anything, not even death. i looked up to the person i thought i would be when i grew up. i looked up to my goals, and my accomplishments. i thought that because i was never afraid i was unstoppable and that i literally could do anything. but now im afraid. im terrified actually. terrified of losing everything i’ve worked for in my life. and being unafraid made me feel unstoppable, but being terrified, i can’t do anything. i don’t wanna lose, so i can’t give up. but sometimes when you keep fighting you end up losing even more. and right now, im ashamed of the kind person i am. eu really really preciso de voce.
needed someone to talk to .
Bro session with my boy, its been a while. it was good to have someone listen and not accuse, or judge, but just get me. and it was good to have someone just listen in general . still too much on my mind though, i dont know whats going on. but its straight, just gotta take it one step at a time. i didnt get this far, to lose, or to quit. those aren’t even options.
